The Hard Part Ain’t The Running

RunningWeek one of the run­ning pro­gram is offi­cially in the books, and I feel really good about it. While the first week of the pro­gram involved a lot more walk­ing than run­ning, the hard­est part came long before I laced up the Asics, strapped on the I-Pod, and hit the side­walk. The chal­lenge was over­com­ing resistance.

It would have been eas­ier to hit snooze at 5:50, roll over, say “screw this,” and go back to sleep. It would have been eas­ier to do noth­ing, it always is — but there is no pay­off in doing nothing.

This morn­ing was espe­cially tough. I had class last night, and I had a major project due this week that kept me up pretty late every night. The buzz of the alarm seemed to come too soon. My eyes did not want to open. The blan­kets were warm and com­fort­ing. I could hear the rain spat­ter­ing on the deck out­side. I had plenty of valid excuses for not run­ning. I went through a long list of them, three times, until finally I chose not to give in to resis­tance. I chose to do some­thing — I ran. Ten min­utes into my run, as the rain was steadily drip­ping off of my fore­head, I began to smile. I had done it — at least for week 1. I kept a promise to myself to run, and it felt good. I won. I have a long way to go to get into shape. My over­all goal is to get into bet­ter phys­i­cal shape, but my real chal­lenge is to strengthen my men­tal focus. It is amaz­ing what you can do when you choose to wake up and take the first step — even if at a slow pace.

voice » Run Like Hell, Walk Like Hell…repeat

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